My dearest Erjie,
you made me no choice but to use this method to convey whatever i wish to voice out.

I have no idea when you will read this msg, maybe during your exams period, maybe way after your exams are over.

I know that studying JC has been always a dream of yours and obviously University is definitely a place where you wish to enter. But, after what you have did to yourself, by locking yourself in the study room, not have proper and regular meals, not getting enough sleep and screwing your body clock upside down, I am worried what will happen when you enter uni. Are you NOT EVER gonna step out of the study room and NOT EVER gonna have your meals??

Every night, I will think back of all those times we had with the rest of the family members, think back of those days when i literally see you sleeping beside me just before i go to bed, or random last night talks about anything. Laugh together, crap together, serious together. I wonder how long we havent been doing so.

No matter how many nights I cry to sleep, it is just so difficult to convey all our concerns to you. Not just mine, even non-blood related relatives are also concern about what you have been doing to yourself.

Daddy and Mummy have thought of so many things to do for you just to get your attention and make sure you take good care of.your health. Is it so difficult for you to spare just 5mins of your time to have a random talk with us, or just sit down and watch the tv show??

Do you know that whenever others ask them what happened to you, they just dont know what to reply? Is like people are blaming us for not taking care of you. We did say whatever we want to say, but have you ever take our words in?

What are results? As what vivian jiejie has said, results are not everything! If your health is affected, then you will probably lose everything! Have you ever wonder, if something really.gonna happen to.your health, who is gonna take care of you? Pay for your medical fee? After seeing you like this, i never thought of having any physical contact with you, cause Im worried that one day, your bones might just break.

Please, do take our advice for once. Dont make us feel more worried about you. I can blame myself for not always being at home because of the location of my school. I know you want to score well, but do you think this should be the correct method to achieve what you want? Do reflect on what you did. The whole family is waiting to see the old erjie to be back.

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