These few days, many things have happened.

Sometimes I just wonder, how could a guy be so unfaithful to his girlfriend and still can laugh about it. Why do you treat all your girl friends like they are your girlfriend? I just don't get it.

Maybe not just one incident that came across to me.. There are a few cases which I came across. They are all the same. Was it because I am over paranoid or I just watched too many dramas?

All of you are nice guys.. But when it comes to relationship, I have no idea what you guys are thinking.

I like to be taken care of, and I fall into your arms very easily. But sometimes I will ponder and think twice before I make any more moves.

I realized that I did many redundent and ridiculous stuff.. Thats why I think I should stop right here right now.

It has been a year plus ever since I have worked together with all of you and I know that I must cherish these friendships because you guys are the ones that talk to me when I am alone. I don't wish to have second thoughts about you guys and I am trying to think it in a positive way. But the way you guys are acting right now, make me feel disgusted somehow or rather.

I really want to create more memories with all of you before your contracts end, but please give me the faith and trust that I once had in you guys.

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