“If only tears can bring you back, I’d probably have you here by now.”
Although there were just 8 of us, I believed all of us enjoyed the outing todayyyy! And we have a newcomerrr, MAYBELLE! (: Hahahahaha!

Some of the active ones were not free especially POH JU ZHONGGGG, who recommended the Jap restaurant, in the end, he went to enjoy halloween -.-

But nevermindddddd... before we went for dinner, we entered topshop to find felynnnnn!! hahahaha! so long never see her alreadyyyyyyy.. but she didn't change much alsoooo.. lol!

We managed to find the restaurant and gotten seats for 8 people..then I think i looked like a suaku who was super fascinated by everything over thereeeee.. like the dishes and the system that they used.

It was like Mache, where they distributed cards to customers and we are suppose to order using the card, then pay when we are leaving.

The spicy ramen!

The card.. Pay $100 if lost!

THE BOMB MACHINE! hahahaha!




So we went around and took a look at all the 6 different restaurants of ramen. When we are ordering, they will give a circular tablet which will BEEP and LIGHT up when our food is ready. So with that, we went back to our table until the system beeps..





ALL the Dishes seem niceeeee ~~~

After dinner, we went up to the sky garden to take group photos before most of them left. The remaining 5 of us went to buy ice cream and sat down to eat.




Class photo!! Me, Bingliang, HaoJun, Maybelle, Howard, Yutong, Sihan, Shermaine!

Miss tang then whatspp me and asked if we would like to have a cup of drink at tampines and we agreed. So we went to Mac's cafe and met up with Miss Tang until 11.45pm before we all left ..

Miss tang and the boyssss!

What a great day with my primary school matesssss! (:
I remembered when I just started out on blogggggg, I was so blurrrrrr..Overwhelmed by the codesssss..

But now it has been 4 yearsssss, and I am getting more expert in the codess (; And 4 years of postssss.

I still remember my posts from the start, were simple and plain, with photos.

I would like to thank all my fans and supporters of my bloggggg..Because of my readers, I will continue to blogggg (:
I promise not to cry.
In the future, there will only be tears of joy, no tears of sadness.
我可以很勇敢 也可以很简单
经历了 灿烂的孤单寂寞终於平凡
外面再大的风风雨雨
吹不进我们的小天地
你眼里的坚定 是最美的宁静
The fact that you were born on this earth gives you reason all together. Don't ever doubt yourself. I bet you are an amazing person who is beautiful inside and out. You will amount to anything you allow yourself to. Whatever you are going through is just a chapter in your life. You need to be the one to breathe deep, and turn the pages, and keep turning. Rely on yourself and nobody else and I promise one day you will be happy.

Why is life so unfair?
Why must you be the one enjoying??
Why must I be the one suffering??
I am so envy.
People around me are enjoying and going through very sweet and happy relationship.
Sometimes I just wonder why am I not them.

"Nevermind", "its alright", "its ok", have multiple meaning to it.
One can used them, when he/she really don't mind that matter
One can also use it when out of courtesy, so that things won't blow up.
Or one can also use it to cover up his/her sadness and unhappiness.
So do not underestimate the words "nevermind", "its alright", "its ok".
After my work at the USS, I went to meet the boys at VIVO city for a short meet up! (:

By the time we have decided what to eat, it was already 9pm! Hahahaha!

From the time I went to meet them, Andrew Teng especially, was noisy like maddddd! But this kind of thing alwayssssss happensss when we have gathering. Im already used to it since sec 2. Hahahahaha! His noisy is kinda entertaining too..LOL!

So firstly, we have decided on Breeks cafe. After we entered the restaurant, sat down, took a look at the menu, after discussion, we decided to leave the restaurant for Seoul Garden Hotpot, because it is much more affordable. HAHAHAHA! We felt really bad at the moment when we were leaving..

Next, we went up to Seoul Garden Hotpot and this time round, we didn't leave the restaurant. It was 9.20pm by the time we ordered our food. While waiting, we were discussing about our graduation trip and planning for one. Everyone was sooooooooooooooooooo excited about it! hahahahaha!













It was great to see all of them so excited about it, until the extend that, even on our way home, we were using whatsapp and posting details and prices of the whole trip. THE BOYS ARE GONNA START SPAMMING MY WHATSAPPPPP!!! LOL!

It was really fun to hang out with them cause we are always the noisy batch.. NEVER QUIET AT ALL!! LOL!

Too often we underestimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.


I finally see you through.
I get what you mean.
I promise myself not to tear anymore but to smile and live my life as happy as possible.
I dont mind receiving unfair treatment. As long as my family still remains as one and you guys dont fight, just push whatever blame to me and I will accept them.


When we're about to say goodbye, remember how hard it was to say "Hello".


Making your mind up to move on is easy, the hardest part may sometimes be convincing your heart.
Tell me why I lost you. Tell me why I cried. Tell me that you loved me. Tell me you at least tried.
Today , our family was celebrating Shandi's Birthday and every family will have to cook some dishes to contribute to this party.

After the previous experience during my birthday, this time round, suddenly all the dishes seem like they were prepared for pax of 30!! SO MUCHHH!! HOW TO FINISH?!?!?! LOLLL!!!







THIS IS THE BEST OF THE BEST!! (:

AWESOMEEEEE!! (:

Ching Teng! (:


ME ME ME!!

So after everyone have reached, we started to eat. Our dishes, ranging from animals that walk on ground, to fishes that swim in the sea.. everything also haveeee! hahahaha!

Some of the girls, after we are done with dinner, we sat at one corner of the living room, talking about creepy ghost stories and experiences that we have encountered. WOAHHHHHH! THEY ARE REALLY CREEPYYYY!! AND GIVES GOOSEBUMPSSSS!!

Next, it was cake cutting session for Shandi!
Then it was ANOTHER CAKE CUTTING SESSION for 小姑! hahahaha! cause her birthday is next fridayyyyy.. We didn't have enough candles, so we gave her the big candle that represents 10years old. She suddenly felt soooooo young!! hahahaha!



Birthday Girl No.1!



Birthday Girl No.2!



End of a fun and happening dayyyy!!! Next birthday event will be next month in Novemeber! (:
Today, went out to Plaza Singapura for window shopping with Mr Instructor, Kelvin.
It was a random and last min meet up because I totally have no idea where the hell I was suppose to go only until when we went up the MRT..

AND I FINALLY HAVE MY ANGRY BIRD WATER BOTTLE!!! BOTH RED AND BLUEEEE!!! AWESOMEEEE! I dont know how Kelvin had them, but i finally have themmmmm!! (: It was $5 for 2..



Okkk, we were at Plaza Sing, so we shopped around for my stuff, Shandi's birthday present and Kelvin's stuff.

After that we went to eat... I tried my best to stuff the $5 for the bottles to Kelvinnn like MADDDDDD!! BUT FAILED! WALAUUUUUUUU! LOL!

I tried so hard to stuff the money to him, but in the end, it ended back to me within 1 minute :((((((
Being the eldest, only receive scoldings and no praises.
A blind girl detested herself just because she was blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.
He's always there for her.
She said that if she could only see the world, She would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her.
And then she saw everything, including her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend asked her 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?"
The girl was shocked when she saw that Her boyfriend was blind too, and refused to marry him.
Her boyfriend walked away in tears.
And later wrote a letter to her saying 'Just take care of my eyes dear”.
Just because we dont talk doesnt mean I dont think about you. Im just trying to distance myself because I know that I cant have you.
No one is able to understand how I feel.
Upset and unhappy. Yet cant say it out.

Internship has really changed my body clock..
I totally have no idea why the night before my morning shift, I couldn't sleep properly.
I think is because of the night shifts, which made me hyper active at night and super sleepy in the afternoonnnnn!
Oh dearrrr, this cant go onnnnn.. If not next time office hours, how am i going to tahannnnn??? :(


Life is never perfect. Same to human beings.

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